Thursday, March 23, 2006
sorry that i din come back for so long. was really tired so did not make it online. hee.
this hols really suck man. i have been sick for countless times. flu. fever. sore eye. constipation. man! wads wrong. hope that is the last for the time being. cant afford to be sick again.
nothing really special to blog about cause everyday's routine is the same for me. nothing interesting's up. hai.
hee. we're planning for a trip to thailand if possible. heeee! oh please.. do happen. wooo.
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3/23/2006 10:21:00 AM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
a day out with baobeii today. went to catch the movie Underworld2. quite nice. but again - gory. the way these beings got killed by th creatures. too brutal. cant wait for next week when i can catch dorm. woohooo. long and tiring day. went to plaza to get baobeii's phone fixed. after that to the movie then to that tattoo shop. still considering if i should get the tattoo at my ankle. hmm..
so tired. gonna sleep early to prepare for work tomorrow afternoon. nites people.
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3/09/2006 11:55:00 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
oh yeah.
did i say.
i bought the labtop alr.
(:
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3/08/2006 10:10:00 AM
i keep having the nightmare.
swarming in my head.
i am scared. i am afraid.
just one day, ....
is this a deja vu.
or is it just another passing nightmare that i will learn to outgrow.
but i just cant pop the bubble in my throat.
it floats up and down
making it diffcult to reach it.
i want to cry out load.
but i cant.
the feelings all held back by this bubble.
i just dun want that darn nightmare back.
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3/08/2006 10:06:00 AM
dun understand what's the matter with me. i keep doing the wrong things and saying the wrong stuff. making him
pek cek. damm. can someone explain to me the uneasy feeling i have. can someone tell me why i keep having the wrong moves. so angry with myself. what's with me. thinking too much. sleepless nights. what's more to come?
last night's dinner was alright. abit of a pinch. man. 1 1/2 slices of pizza, 1 drumlet and 1 bowl of soup. i paid $10 for that. man. but it is a once in a long time gathering with platoonmates who i spent 4 wholesome years together with. anyway, it was cheryl's birthday. got her a sunflower. spent time laughing away. walked around after that.
i detest the darn manager. i can't stand him for nuts. man. whats the fucking problem with everyone of these managers that try to change our outlet to be like theirs. ours is not so bad. stop trying to change everything. i dun like the way he is nagging kak su. i dun like the way he keeps shouting at wanzali to stop walking in circles. i dun like the way he keeps knocking down that we part-timers have to punch in earlier than our work time.i dun like the way he puts the kitchen team down by saying they are slow. i dun like him nagging at our chores done. i dun like the way he keeps saying we were the cause why ansari had to be transferred. pls stop blaming us already. maybe u got jealous by how we keep talking about ansari. how we keep sounding out that we miss him. just stop putting the blame on us. be sure before u point, geddit? just fuck off soon. for all we care.
jeslyn's comeing back today. welcome back bitch. she now seems better than this fucked up manager.
just cant help missing ansari and raudha. i dunnno why. ansari had been there most of the time period i was there at funan. i still rmbed the time when i quizzed mas constantly about how ansari will be. and he turned out to be the best manager i have ever worked with. always so much fun. always so caring. man.
i miss all of you..
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3/08/2006 09:51:00 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
darn. apparently my stupid pc is refusing to function on properly. man. it refuses to detect my phone. thus leaving me unable to transfer any pictures or mp3 at all! urgh! i am so bloody pissed! dammit man! shit the whole system.
thinking of getting a labbie. but i need a loan from parents. dunnno how to tell them at all. haish.
i am depressed. all because of this darn com!
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3/05/2006 01:28:00 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
oh. yeah. baobeii loves the mp3. thank goodness. hee.
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3/04/2006 02:24:00 AM
life at work is so bloody quiet now without raudah and ansari.. no more hugss. kisses and touches from raudah.. and no more laughter and giggles with ansari. all is so mundane now. miss them so much that tears started to well up again. was feeling so sappy. and apparently some other bitch wanted to join in the fun being sappy. move bitch. get lost.
grabbed a family picture of us off siti's blog. thanks girl. hee. taken on the monday when we had our own gathering at party world. the family that rocks my socks.
man. i misss them so much. raudah's coming back tml. yeah! cant wait.
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3/04/2006 02:16:00 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
came back form the celebrations of the day... geraldine's birthday. went for a movie with her and chiu yee. Big Momma 2. damm funny with the fat lady. her in that swimsuit running on the beach. i think i was the one who was laughing out the loudest. anyway, it is a damm funny movie. go catch it.
went shopping at bugis street. fun seeing all those clothes. i wanna buy more tees. and skirts. bought an mp3 player for baobeii. ha. cant wait to surprise him with it tml. oh. and idah bought the hello kitty camcorder. its so nice man. so white and pink. so sweeet. rocks. after the buy i am going to be so broke. no more additional shopping. and the funny thing was that we thought the 3rd level was also filled with shops as there were singns of discount. but when we got there.. we were only greeted with stagnant air. it started to get eerie there. and we were so afraid man. imagine. three girls in a vacant area. man. it got worst when idah got to the door that opens to the roof. that was the scariest point. we were screaming man. the other door opened with a creak.. and we got scared too. but thankfully, it led to the staircase down or i will be sure i will cry my jeans off there and then. ha. so much for funny incident.
another funny on-going happened on the feeder bus i was on on the way back home. there was this guy who did not realise that the seat was faulty. the entire cushion of the seat came off when he leaned on it. the scene was so comical man. and he was laughing mad at thie foolish act and looking around if anyone else saw it. thankfully i looked away fast. or else it will be so malu. here are some pictures. maybe bus should do something more for these seats. tighten and maintain these seats well. could u imagine if it was some young kid. that poor kid could have fallen through along with the cushion. if lucky, end up on the laps of the passenger behind. if not, on the floor.
i dont want nightmares anymore. they scare me awake. with tear streaks still off my face.
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3/02/2006 11:59:00 PM
i hate it esp when some people apprently never reply to the message that i have sent out. ok. so maybe i might be framing you if you have changed your number. but it just irks me. and i know some got the message but still dun bother to reply. urh. gets the shit out of me. man. i have a good mind just to cancel the get-together. i really will. give me some time to think over why. oh ya. we were -----. geddit. so u people better just reply the message. and i will get my hands off clean organising these gatherings. man.
had to cancel my presence to MOS today due to some reasons. damm. i feel so guilty. so sorry girls. next time ok. i promise! bleah.
i am tired.
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3/02/2006 12:29:00 AM
